Her Last Words - Courtney Parker


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*** I HAVE A NEW CHANNEL! *** This is a new channel with my boyfriend! Check us out! Youtube: www.youtube.com/FinkerMash Twitch: www.twitch.tv/FinkerMash Instagram: @FinkerMash Twitter: www.twitter.com/FinkerMash Facebook: />Twitter: />Instagram: courtneymayparker Snapchat: courtneymay96 A while ago I wrote my own lyrics to the song "Perfect Couple" by Fozzy and Van C, I spent a really long time on perfecting them and didn't want them to go to waste so I recorded this, I originally spoke it but then realised singing it sounded slightly better. I know I'm not a good singer at all and the point of uploading this was not to show off my voice or anything like that, I might get made fun of for making this, I just didn't want to waste something I spent so long writing. So, I hope at least a few people enjoy this as it's taken me a lot of courage to upload. Music: Atmosphere - The Last To Say (Instrumental) ***LYRICS*** Just an average girl She always wore a smile She was cheerful and happy for a short while Now she's older, things are getting colder Life's not what she though, she wishes someone had told her She told you she was down, you let it slip by So from then on she kept it on the inside She told herself she was alright But she was telling white lies Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves 'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed She had no friends at school, all alone she sat And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate Things were going down, never really up And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut She knew exactly what she had to do next Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild "Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?" But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon Just don't think, it'll all be over soon The chair fell down as she took her final breath It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death Her Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor And now nothing can take back what she just saw The little girl that she raised is just hanging there Her body's pale and her face is violently bare She sees the note and unfolds it with care All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?" She starts reading as the tears roll down her face "I'm sorry Mum but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in I've come to realise this world's full of sin There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race It's a disgrace, I was misplaced Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon As it shines bright, throughout the night And remember everyone's facing their own fight But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know, that I died in vein Because the world around me, is the one to blame And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone 'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school So I'm going by the law majority rules My presence on this earth is not needed any longer And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger You're the best friend, that I ever had Such a shame I had to make you so very sad But just remember that you meant everything to me And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you, from the clouds above And sending down the purest and whitest dove To watch over you, and be my helpful eye So this is it world, goodbye."



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Courtney Parker
30 MILLION VIEWS! This is insane! YES everyone I am alive and well :) if you would like to see some new content of mine then head over to my new channels - yes they are a lot of gaming content but if you're into that then come on over, we appreciate the support! My partner and I stream on Twitch every night from 7PM AEST and we love to make people laugh and smile :) stay strong and love you all x Youtube: www.youtube.com/FinkerMash Twitch: www.twitch.tv/FinkerMash Instagram: @FinkerMash Twitter: www.twitter.com/FinkerMash
Nancy Choudhary
This song makes me cry and especially there where her mom reads her letter. Tears do not come easily for me from hearing sad songs but after hearing this song, I cried 😢 Today I'm really proud of myself and the one who's reading this comment that we're still alive! The author has really heart-touching skills :) Raise your hands with me if you're feeling same and I hope that you're not alone ☺
mystery hippy
Who is listening to this in October 2018
Pingi Pozz
*Notice these kids. They need a voice. Depression, anxiety, leads to suicidal thoughts. She is only a child, Tears don’t come easily for me, but I cried. This means a lot to me.*
toothless 123
Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you You Are Beautiful. You Are Wanted. You Are Wonderful. Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. You're better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your own unique Mindset always tries to engage in the right ways Now read the first letter of every word You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care. <3 Continue on <3 be a soldier. Fight that war. Because YOU can. I believe in you. I'm rooting for you! Good luck! Please pass this on to other videos! ❤️❤️❤️ (This is not my comment I saw it somewhere and now put it here)
Courtney Parker
To anyone asking if they can do a cover, feel free to I'd just like some credit in the bio or something :) and to anyone saying this describes how they feel, stay strong babes it will get better I promise! xx
Hisashi Shinozaki
*Everyone I hope what I'm about to say helps...* I have been diognosed with insomnia and depression at 6, so as a result I had to start taking medication, I hated it I'm 20 now I and I still despise it because I have to take a fistful of medication just to stay normal...in middle school I was bullied mercilessly daily, it drove me to a point where I couldn't be happy no matter how hard I tried...I am ashamed that I did it but I started cutting, I now have scars from it, I hate it cause people always go "oh what happened?" Or other harsh stuff I won't mention, at the age of 10 I was diagnosed with Depression, Insomnia bipolar, schizophrenia, anxiety and paranoia...I was abused at a young age and that also gave me PTSD...I am 20 now and I still fight with everything but let me tell you now DON'T cut and DON'T try using suicide it will only effect those around you severely and scar them for the rest of there life because you didn't try to get a helping hand and cause so many people care about you even if you can't see it...please if you read up to this point I believe in you ❤
Grace Dooley
Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you You Are Beautiful. You Are Wanted. You Are Wonderful. Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. You're better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your own unique Mindset always trys to engage in the right ways Now read the first letter of every word You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care. <3 Continue on <3 be a soldier. Fight that war. Because YOU can. I believe in you. I'm rooting for you! Good luck! Please pass this on to other videos 💜💜💜 (This comment is not mine. I found it on another video and wanted to spread it)
Cheese Ballz
Everyone, Stay strong 💔 Your life is precious 💕
Corn Whole
I have Depression... it sucks... i pray for the rest of the victins Edit: goodnight
Paradise
Suicide doesn't stop the pain it passes it to someone else. Trust me I know from experience
Eddie Robbins
OMG I THINK I'M GONNA SING THIS WHEN I AM OLD ENOUGH TO BE ON THE VOICE /edit: I was just like you...once I got choked when I was 2-3 and I'm still going through pain...Mya did this to me...god has helped me through the pain 1 like = 1 prayer for my eye
J WLJ
18 years of age and to me life is just another day of depression, life’s been an absolute bomb shell for me, nothing’s legit went right for me in life. Lost my mam when I was about 10 and lost my dad recently on the 29/07/2018 so I decided to start writing lyrics just for the reason it takes my mind of things I don’t wanna think about, I’ve had amazing feed back on my song called “emotions” so I'll defiantly be writing more songs. Can I get a like and sub for being honest and open about my life <3
Carter Chalupa
I want to help please let me help i don't want anyone to leave please stay i love you don't leave me i can help please don't leave yet I could've done something why can't i do anything to help all of you
Moon Roze
I am not asking for likes, so please don't like. But here is my story. (I am sorry, I do not have very good English)  When I was in 5th, I was best friends with a girl named La'rae. We met when I was crying during recess since my brother had died, and no seemed to care that I was crying. Then she came and said: ''Are you okay?'' I burst out  tears. But for that time she helped me through all of it and we become friend. I did have feelings for her, and I figured that I bisexual. I never got the corage to tell though. But, we figured out that we live right next to eachother. We were happy. But then, She stopped talking to me, I was overwelmed and saddened.  I became depressed and quiet. Then I went to her house and she burst out tears. She had cancer, and she only had a few more weeks. And me being stupid, I stopped talking to her. I just was to sad. She passed away a few days later, but not from the cancer. from killing self. I started to harm self and felt suicidal, a few days later I tried to kill self. But I was saved by my other brother. He died a couple day ago. My mom hates me. I don't know what to do. I just wan't to die. Help me..
Courtney Parker
Wow.. one million views? You guys are amazing! Thank you so much for all the kind words :)
WilmerPlayz- Minecraft
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know, that I died in vein Because the world around me, is the one to blame And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone 'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school So I'm going by the law majority rules My presence on this earth is not needed any longer And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger You're the best friend, that I ever had Such a shame I had to make you so very sad But just remember that you meant everything to me And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you, from the clouds above And sending down the purest and whitest dove To watch over you, and be my helpful eye So this is it world, goodbye." :(
April_dove
Ppl with no depression once in there lives won't understand... Your not fine. You can't control it. It's not your fault. IT WON'T JUST STOP. stop telling me it will. IT. WON'T.
Jones Gaming
my friend commited suicide last night and she was an amazing person i tried to help her but she keept cuting and she dicided to hang her self and ive been crying for the past 12 hours
Stitch the Wolf
People say break the siolence.. they treat depressed people as if they are animals..
Daxtar66
its scary how much i relate to this
Teta Pehta
I have lost everything even my parents i am cutting my self for a long time now and i am so depressed i don't know what to do I'll kill myself
Gacha Risx
Am i the only one who replaced all the *her & she* with *I* Just me? K.
Midnight Venom
I know most will scroll past this and not read but if you could take a few minutes outa your day to read this, please do. I am in 7th grade right now. In elementary school I hade many friends, I wasent popular but I didnt want to be. I had this one friend named Halee and she was my friend from the beginning of my life. In 5th grade she became friends with a girl named Geni and she made Halee change. Halee was a sheep, and followed Geni's example. Calling me and my family names and even sometimes physical hurting me. I told the teacher but all she told me was that its just a faze for them. And for me to suck it up and that I'll be fine. I hate those two words "your fine" I'm not. During 6th grade bulling hit me really hard. School went by extremely slow. I was hurt and had bruises and cuts from other kids hurting me. Telling me I should go kill myself. I didn't want to do that but I decided to try. When I came home from school one day (I get home, home alone) I tried to open a medicine bottle (pain killers) I was shaking and crying. I couldnt open the bottle because I was shaking so much, my mom came in when I was dumping the bottle of pill down my throat. She ran in and made sure I spited out all the pills. i was crying and I was so upset. During the beginning of 7th grade (now 12 yes old) I started cutting, like most people say, its bad for you, its not worth it, it hurts. It did hurt at first but its started feeling better after awhile of doing it. I cut straight down cause that how you cut and it wont heal, it will just bleed. I would use anything from razors to sharp pencils during school. I was cutting in school when a teacher caught me and she just told me to stand outside. About 5ish minutes later she came out with a piece of paper and told me to go down to the guidance office. I walked down the hallways to the guidance office and opened the paper. It said "Alex has been cutting get her help, and then she'll be fine." I thought about just running out of the building but I went to the office. She took it from me and told me to show her all of them. I showed her both my wrists and she said "ALL OF THEM!" and I rolled up my pants and pulld down my turtle neck and took of my long socks and shoes. She gasped at how many I had. And at how deep they were. She called my parents and they came to pick me up. I didnt say anything until they got there. I dont know why but when they walked in I collasped to my knees and told them not to make me go to an isane asylum or to a theript. The lady walked out of the room to give us a "moment". My mom and dad looked at me and my cuts. All they said to me was "I love you". they hugged me and I came down in tears like my eyes had been replaced by waterfalls. They didnt make me go to anyone. All they did was sit down and talked to me. I am better now. My scars have healed up completely. My parents homeschool me so I don't have to deal with other bullies. I wont admit that I dont have those thoughts sometimes but I just want you to know, you are smart, beautiful, strong. And you WILL make it. Nomatter what people say or do to you. You are you and that makes you special and unique. I may not know you but your life is extremly precious to me. Fight for me, and for the people who love and care about you. Sorry if this took so long and ive wasted your time. But to the others whe read it thank you for reading.
•Melon Chan•
95% of comments= I'm depressed / I'm gonna kill myself 4% of comments= no no don't do it 1% of comments = People why you leaving your emotions out online. TALK TO SOMEONE GOD
Tisha Sahota
Roses are red, Violets are blue, the sugar bowl"s sweet and so are you:) But now the roses are wilted, the violets are dead, the sugarbowl's empty and my wrists are stained red...
Katherin 77
I don't know why but I am sad and deppresd & I just search up deppresd songs like uhhhh!!! 💔🤧
ImARainbowCookie
This is for you, MY BEST FRIENDS. Read this message until the end, it's adorable. I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back. When I asked "Why?" the angel said "Angels don't watch over angels." Twenty angels are in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing, and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things, and God says "It's over." A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God, send this to fourteen friends, including me . If I don't get it back, I guess I'm not one of them . As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you... Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested and God is going to fix two big things tonight in your favor. If you believe in God, drop everything and pass it on. TOMORROW Will Be The Best Day Of Your Life. DON'T BREAK THIS CHAIN. SEND THIS TO FOURTEEN FRIENDS IN TEN MINUTES. IT'S NOT THAT HARD. NO GROUP CHATS. My friend sent this to me and I wanted you to read it
WEIRD AF BITCHES!!!!!!
I almost cried sometimes that's how I feel like killing myself but then I imagine how my friends and family would be without me like they would be happy and all then I look at the reality side and they would be miserable and maybe even try to kill themselves and I think everyone deserve to have a chance to live so if you feel the same way and feel like you don't fit in this world (like I do) don't kill yourself and just think in the positive side and you won't feel so bad that's what I do every time I feel sad or even feel like killing myself
Goldendoodle Lexi
Heres some words, many many people wont see this, DONT DIE god wont forgive u and someone has to love you im going through alot too I have no friends, i feel unloved and im bullied it could get better and you are loved... you may not know but god loves you all .
Makiyah Wiggins
and yet I I was happy B4 I listened to this song and felt sad just to remind myself happiness is temporary
Alaycia Bauer
Hi it’s me again. I commented a few months ago and I just had to say something...thank you! Thank you to everyone who helped me get through my depression! I was so close to ending my life but then I got a call from my friend saying they saw my comment and they know...I finally opened up for the first time in 11 months! I told him everything I was going through and he really helped.My family and other friends help too! And of course you lovely people on YouTube!Right now I have a loving boyfriend and I love my life! I hope you learn from my mistake
KlaraAnimeGirl Cool
Hi , I want to tell you something .First ,I don't want someone to pity me ,since there are people with bigger problems . I got bullied at age of 5 and I'm still being bullied .Others called me a freak ,weirdo and more . A lot of my precious friends betrayed me and left me alone ,they began to spread rumors and it got worst .When my older sister finished school ,my parents only listened to her and didn't notice anything .I got more and more quiet ,I cried nearly every night and I am suffering from depression .I was fine for a while but it got worst again ,a lot worst. A few weeks ago , I started to cut myself and I can't stop anymore .I finally told my aunt and my sister about it ,since I can trust them and I asked for their help ,because I am too scared to tell my parents on my own . Why I am telling you this ?I don't know ,but if someone says "There are people ,who have gone through a lot worse" That may be true ,but that doesn't mean ,it isn't painful for me . I am not going to kill myself ,because I want to do this and be proud of myself ,because I did it and didn't give up . I am sorry for my horrible english ,I'm a 13 years old german girl. Thank you for listening to me . It is a wonderful song and I love listening to it <3 .
as.ta2 sarre
I dont feel okay. I cry myself to sleep everynight. I won't admit that i Need help but i do.... I wanna die sometimes. My friend asked me if I have a secret i never told anyone.... And I told hey yes...The secret is that i wanna die. I cant do it anymore
makayla andrews
Not doing thus for likes but my dad left me when i was 3 for drugs that hit me hard when i grew older im 13 and its been 10 years i miss him so much even though he picked drugs over me i just want to be like the other people and have a father that also hit me hard two years ago bc he was on the news for drugs and got arrested ive been depressed ever since , on september 20th 2018 i tried commiting suicide and i know now that its not worth it i still get depressed but not as bad so to people reading this YOU ARE WORTH IT🤘💖💖
x-Ars Opp
Born in the time and the wrong place like me 2 anyone else
Jeffrey Ding
Do u remember me b4 u got famous
Emily Considine
If you’re reading this I understand you. You feel like you’re all alone but I promise your not. I’m not going to be like everyone one else and say “it’ll get better if you want it to” depression is a tough battle to fight. But I promise you can get through it. Love you ❤️
Memberocks G&C
My friend died because this happened. Her entire life is based on this song. This is now my favourite song and I’m crying as I’m typing this. Thank you for this song.
GirlLifeLies
why isn't this on Spotify and Pandora??
trash
*You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter* This got to me.
404
My crush listens to this song, and she cries almost every night.. I'm extremely worried for her, and I tell her that I care for her and I'm there for her, but she doesn't care. and yes, I'm gay. I'm just so sad because she is sad. If you're reading this, I fucking love you bro. You're my bestfriend, and I hope nothing really happens to you. (Yes people, I have a crush on my bestfriend.)
Its Complicated
My family dosen't trust me. My "friends" think I'm weird. I'm hurting and sending signals but no one sees.
Natsuki kitty :3
Please don’t ever kill yourself you may not know it but millions of people that you don’t even know love you your, perfect, beautiful, caring, smart, thoughtful, and kind please don’t kill your self even I love everyone in this wonderful world.
America’s favourite Fighting Frenchmen
everyone is always saying that if i kill myself then i will hurt the people around me and they will be heart broken...but...will they? will they care? No, will they be heart broken? No, they won't care and nobody really knows me, i'll just be the kid that everybody suddenly knew personally because i killed myself, but they won't care, they just want attention, they just want gossip, they want me to die so they can get popular...so if i ended my life today, everyone would be so much happier....the only reason i've lived this long is because of my girlfriend (i am also a girl, so that doesnt help with the bullying) she also has depression, we need each other or we'll both die....so...i just don't know what to do anymore
K-x-y Drip
You meet this girl in kindergarten. Shes very bright and smiles alot. Shes very positive than the others. She believes you should smile alot because she thinks being sad is a sign of sickness. You and her become best friends. Next year you leave her and shes okay with that, because everyone meets new friends right? Wrong! She meets new friends but still remebers you and wants you back. Years later, its 5th grade. The grade she knew something would happen. Everything goes wrong. She never told you she met a boy in Kindergarten and loved him. When she saw him, she thought she knew what love was. but she didnt. And it was wrong. And very sad. That boy and that girl dont talk until 5th grade. Some reason, he loves you. But when he finally tells you, you go a bit crazy with it and act strange. One day, hes looking so amazing and nice. From a distance, he looks like someone else. You tell him but you say that its nothing bad. You think he looks good. You signed up for afterschool and when it was time to go home, you secretly pull your phone out to talk to him. He doesnt reply to you cause you dont know hes ignoring you. You go home, he must've saw, because when he messaged you back, everything wrong happened. Your gasping and is about to cry. Why would he say things like something so horrible to you? You dont know that what you told him today hurt him. Then thats when you cry. But you both forgive each other. He replys afterwards "im not the one for you, your better of with someone else.." leaves the chat and never texts you back. You feel dumb. And want to restart that day all over to keep your mouth shut. But you cant. The next day, you dont talk to each other. Its sad. But your kind of fine. But for some reason later in the year, you want to be his friend again but your nerves.That girl never bothered him. But others did. All the time, they would talk about that girl and he gets annoyed. He doesnt want any toruble or business with you. One day, your very best friend hates you with him. You dont even know. Shes lied to you for a while. Later your going to your cousins house and message her "Does he hate me?" she replys "yea and i hate you too but i have the nerves to still talk to you." Your shocked. She doesnt open the message chat again. Later you talk about her to someone and that person tells her. Later at lunch your great with your other friends. She pushes your friend and says "so you have the nerve to talk about me but dont have the nerve to say it in my face?" That girl replys with a "why cant you say you hate me?" She goes back to talking but says "thats not the point." That girl that is being talk to said "so then whats the point?" you yell at her to leave you alone. The person you told about that person comes to you saying that the boy said "i wish you would burn in a fire and DIE" . You pause. The table you sit in with your other friends hear. Your friend you invited to your table stares at you and the other girl. Your about to cry. But you dont want anyone to see. Your friend you invited comes to you and pushes the girl to move her from me and shes her best friend. You go to the bathroom with her, and you cry. You tell her you didnt believe something this big would happen. You go outside because its time to go outside. You tell a teacher and both of them get in trouble. Except that girl, she got a pass. Which was so unfair. Since she was the one who started the mess. Months later, you feel like cutting and hanging yourself. But you dont do it, cause you have other people that believe in you. The End. ~ True Story ~ ~ This Person About The Story.. Is Me ~ ~ If You Stopped By To Read All This, Like it For Me Please ~ ~ And Comment How You Felt About This ~ 💔 Edit: Im still alive. And never killing myself. ❤💬
Pastelle Wolfiii
Please. Don't anyone commit suicide. It's not right, even though you're hurting. Tell someone. Someone commits suicide every 40 seconds. Don't be next. You're beautiful, and no on can change that. Tell someone if you're going through suicidal thoughts. Don't make the mistake that I did. Please, do me a favor and tell someone.
JASMIN MOSTAFAVINASSAB
"Everyone's facing their own fight" Really got me
Katie Phipps
stay strong. stay alive friends |-/
Kat :p
I’m just here, sitting in my shower the scolding hot water hitting my back, crying and listening to this.
Pam
That moment you realize strangers in the comments care more about you than your family
Ana Torres
4 years later still feeling the same way. Worse even.
Sarah Abreu
I cry 😭 so hard when i see this video because of my one ☝️ my teacher 👨‍🏫 pasted away for cancer and I never got to say goodbye 👋 to him
Kinxleyxx Hodge
My life in four minutes except I don’t cut
Heidi Curran
I don't want to kill myself for the sake of it. I just want to end the pain :(((
SARAH TUNENDER
Everyone has a choice but please everyone choose life people are here for you and they love you. If anyone needs a friend reply is this.
Alidzulwi Tshikosi
When I'm sad I feel like my pain is not worth sharing and even if it is ,I don't want anyone to my pain
Rajiv Bhatia
I always cry while listening to this coz I understand what she is going through
Thùy Linh Nguyễn Đặng
this song is so good just like me..
FinkerMash
Holy Moley! On track to 20 MILLION VIEWS?! Letting you all know I am in fact still alive, I'm just on this channel now. Make sure to have a look! I love you all x
leigh 1234
My sister always gets a lot of rewards and I can never match up to her. I live in her shadow
A Person
There’s nothing for me here I’m just a waste of space I’ve got no reason to stay Here with this awful race.....
꧁༺DataSlayer ༻꧂
EVERYONE IN THE COMMENTS SHOULD GO COMMIT LONG SLEEP😤😤😤😤
Jenna Sturgeon
Just remember that you are important and there are people who love you even if it doesn’t seem like it things will get better. There’s always light at the end of the tunnel
JzgamergirlGachaplayz 323
30 FRIKING MILLION VIEWS!?!?!?!??!!?!??!?! GREAT JOB GURL!!!!!!!
toothless 123
Look, this is slightly irrelevant but... this kid in my class has three cut wounds on the back of his hands and I asked what happened, he scratched the air above his hands violently. I was halfway of saying why, but by then he's walked away. I'm not really friends with this kid, He's an acquaintance, But I'm worried... Could it be suicidal?
ChocolateChip Kookie
Im back at this video from When i first watched this When i was 13. Still gets me every time.
Yumo TV
If my mom could know this song is almost same with my life, she could be very sad...
thinkinqboutu
Every night, who else hugged their pillow tight?
fluffy flareon
I like this song
Jibun Jishin
I'm planning on singing this at the talent quest at my school... If you don't mind.... :3
Sammy Stale
They should Have that on Spotify
Robin Ford
Strange how nobody cares about the scars and new wounds appering on their wrists how nobdy cares about when you tell them that your feeling like life should stop how you even tell them that your feeling overwhelmed, depressed,lonely nobody seems to care it dosent matter if your 13,21, or even47 they dont even care the slightest when you leave a suicide note... Not until you commit suicide. Im 13 by the way but age dosent really matter in the end
Marisol Silva
it’s 2018 and i cry everytime i listen to this song
Midnight Venom
The beginning sounds are scary
Livlife
I want to do this so bad but I have no where to hang rope. 🤦‍♀️
XxCoolCubezxX
'Suicide doesn't get rid of the pain, it just passes it to every one around you'
Ink sans
This is what depression is like. So many have us have faked that smile. Pushed that laugh out of our lungs. So many people have committed suicide because they hate life and humanity. Nobody deserves that. They deserve to live. People push depression away like it's nothing. Like it's fine and they feel better. They don't understand how you feel because they've never felt like that. You matter too. Even if you don't think so. You may be a waste of space, but you are not a waste of earth.
Black Phoenix
No one will probably read this but I'll give it a shot, my sister found out I cut my wrists and told my mom I had been doing it for 6 months and my mom never noticed. My sister has critical depression and started yelling at me about how I don't have depression and I didn't even cut deep and how I would never kill myself at that point I ran away to the park and started crying HARD my sister came and started talking to me about how I can't just leave without warning I yelled at her about how I told my mom I was going out. When I said that she got on messenger and started texting while telling me things I really didn't want to hear. I told her I wanted to be alone but she wouldn't leave. I tried to call both my best friends to ask them for help and niether of them answered, I felt anole and scared. I was scared of what my dad would do considering he works so much and gets angery when he comes home so a messy house or something that he has to deal with. My sister threw away all my blades and I'm mad as hell about it. Like I said earlier no one will read this and even tho I act happy my insides are broken and can never be fixed I hid myself from everyone and if someone asks for something I have to do it because if I don't I will get yelled at and bullied by my own family. The thing that is supposed to love and protect you has been hurting more than anything. my family is slowly killing me and they don't realize or care. if you did read this Thank you and I will try to be strong but no promises
Brooke Kite
This song 😭 oh my heart
MinAh
everytime i listen to this i burst out into tears uncontrollably, it hits so hard. the dull eyes, cat scratches, staring at something as simple as the moon, it hurts
TweetyBird 2017
I’m going to just say this, I don’t want pity or the wrong attention by any means. We’re just people with our own problems...I cry myself to sleep every night, and nobody but the reader of this comment knows. I’ve cut, I’ve thought of ending it all, I have depression. My past has done horrible things to me and some people are surprised I’m not dead yet. It’s hard but I like to think that these song help me know that my pain is shared. That I’m not alone. Thank you for reading this, I know it’s sad but hopefully someone out there knows they’re not alone because you’re not. Remember that.
R.A.Schuler .Penguin4life
Why does this feel like me.....
Simba916k
It's sad that the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I don't want to hurt anyone...
Unicorn Queen
I've had thoughts of suicide for awhile ever since my nana died she ment a lot to me she died in the same year as my grandpa mon-mon and gre at grandma they all died sometime near my b-day i miss them so much when ever i think of them i listen to this to remember I'm loved by then even though they aren't with me I love you all r.i.p
itsharan
You made me cry
Safiya Carr
FML!
Karma Akabane
Do You Want To Know The Most Beautiful Thing In The World? ❤️Read the second word❤️
Sayori Soup
this song hurts me....
Sofie Cisse
I was thinking of committing suicide but then i thought my mom would have no help because she need help from me.
Raelyn Miller
I have deppresion so h This was hard to watch my friend showed me this 😢😭😔
gwen
I’m not crying, you are This is too relatable for me.💔
Tyson Borne
I had low Self-esteem
Frisk The Human
Roses are red, Violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses have wilted, the violets are dead, and my wrists are red. Person: "Why did you try to kill yourself? " Me: " Well, you told me to be happy."
Haunted Ebony
So people might think I'm weird but this song helped me. This was basically me a couple of years ago my biological dad gave up his rights as my father without a fight. His wife would say she treated me and my brothers the same but they didnt.they could've cared less if I died. Then last year I realized I was bi. Most of my friends are gay so they are so supportive. But that wasn't the stories for everyone. I was called a faggot,ugly,stupid,worthless, and that I should kill my self. It mad me hurt so bad but I didn't show it. I smiled through the pain and said I was fine but really I wasn't. I couldn't cut on my wrist without my parents noticing so I cut my thighs. After my best friend found out she was so hurt and I felt ashamed. I told her what happened and she helped me through it. She made me promise not to cut anymore. Sadly I couldn't keep that promise. I wanted to die when all of this happened. But then my friend told me about this song. And as I listened to it I realized that killing my self would not end the suffering it would only pass it on to the ones I love the most. So thank you for creating a song I would call beautiful in a way😊
JustKeepSimming
Remember to anyone thinking about suicide : Someone out there cares and loves you. You might not be in the best place emotionally or literally but you can always make a difference. I have a friend who has depression and used to do self harm but she's doing better, She is loved ❤️ and so are you.
Aimee Rose
Its kinda sad that I don't cry when I listen to this.. i don't feel anything anymore..
ZeldaJack44
Compared to the others in the comments of this video and the comments of others, I have it really good. I have a loving family, a decent home, and my needs are provided for me every day. But I have a story of my own, and if anyone wants to hear it, and possibly gain help from it, here it is. When I was only eleven years old, my family lost a lot of money, and we faced some pretty hard times. We were separated across the country because of it, too. I had to leave my old school and friends, and go to another school in a different state. It was alright enough, I graduated 5th grade there, and soon enough, we moved back home. It wasn't really home, though. We lived in a horrible hotel, and then a place that could only be described as, "ghetto." It was during that time, when I was twelve by then, that I started feeling extremely depressed. Started wanting to end my life. I never did though. In fact, that's something I sort of used to say: "If I weren't so scared of death, I'd easily kill myself." My friends were disturbed, to say the least, but didn't really do anything to stop me from saying such things. When I was thirteen, I began to have extremely horrible anxiety, breaking down and sobbing right before entering the school building. Most mornings, this would end in me coming right back home and staying home that day. Eventually, I started being home schooled online. It wasn't necessarily the best thing I'd ever done, but it got me through seventh grade, after two attempts of it. My friends eventually stopped talking to me; I just assumed they were too busy to talk, and I still think that to this day.... but who am I kidding? I was alone for a long time, aside from my family. But now, at age fourteen, I have a better place to live, and family that's actually happy for once ((Trust me, we're not fighting every day anymore)), I have good food and drink, and am warm.... but I'm also not in as bad a situation as I was a couple years ago. Yeah, I still have depression and anxiety; I'm on meds for them. but I'm getting through it. And the best part? I have wonderful friends who are interested in me for me and my interests. So what if we don't actually know each other, and only talk through a screen? So what if we only call each other by our usernames? I'm comforted by the fact that they're there, because I know that if I ever slipped down to how bad I used to be, I'll be pulled right back up. Everyone in my life will do so. "I'm running out of space to write," so I should probably wrap this up. Just know that if you have a horrible problem with Depression and Anxiety, and it seems that there aren't really any people around to help you.... just know that you'll find your own group that'll help you. Doesn't matter if you're still struggling ---- they'll help you. *There is someone out there for you, I promise.* _~ E.T.P.S._
Naomi-chan {dark,bad,depressed}
Anybody else watching this on 2018? 😭 Or am I the only depressed one left😭
Cobalt225
I can't be the only one who came here from Roblox videos